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Today, I woke up with a message from Honey. "Have something for you later :)"
Lately he hasn't surprised me with anything yet.Although,can't deny that he's always good in giving me surprises,. This time I'm thrilled to know what he's up to.As he picked me up from the office for our daily brunch date, He handed me a box of Sweet Little Things Cupcake with a message "Keep Calm and Have a Cupcake". 

A perfect quote to wrap up my month. This is indeed a stressful and draining month. After all events that took place this month plus the stress at work, I definitely need a breather. I was thinking of maybe having a fancy dinner or treat myself for a massage. But I guess I don't need those anymore. Afterall, everything I needed is a sweet cupcake, packed in a little brown box, delivered by the Man I love.


 
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..a DAUGHTER
Being the youngest in the family, I may sound too assuming, but I felt that I got most of my parents attention. They said I grew up being a spoiled brat. Always insisting on getting what I want-from toys, to having the most savings in the piggy bank even up to the smallest things that would come up in my mind. I must and will have it.  Getting the youngest child special treatment, it felt really good and on which I gladly took advantage of. I've always enjoyed the care and on how my parents paid attention to what I want and what's best for me. Knowing that I have my loving parents beside me for the past 23 years to guide, support and love gave a different security level that every daughter needs.


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..a SISTER
I've never valued the importance of having and being a sister not until I entered college. Way back in my early years, I was so busy minding my own self. Too overwhelmed and busy enjoying my teenage years. A lot of time was wasted in hanging out with friends rather than spending quality time with my sisters. It was a mutual scenario with my  sisters. Fast forward when we were all grown up already, thats when we got to enjoy each others company.
Knowing that there's someone whom you can run to when everyone else has turned their back on you is the best feeling any sister can embrace-no matter what time and whatever the circumstance is. 

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.. a MOTHER
I was never prepared, it happened at a so not perfect time and it came as a shock to me and everyone else. What does a 16 year old-single mom know about motherhood? But do I have a choice? Can I still get out from this situation? Too many questions that I'd rather leave unanswered and won't bother answering. Here I am now, a single-happy-momy for six years to a six year old princess. What it feels like? Too many words to descrive the feeling but I guess to sum it all, I'd say COMPLETE. 

 
So I'm staring blankly at my screen for quite some time now thinking on what indeed is that one great thing that's keeping me hopeful. It's not that I don't have any but today's topic is something worth thinking. 

"Call to Me and I will answer you, and show you great and mighty things, which you do not know" Jeremiah33:3
This phrase caught my attention and fits perfectly to this blog topic. There's just so many things that I yet to experience and witness. Our Lord almighty is a man full of surprises and great things. So I guess that's what makes me hopeful. I can say that's one of the reasons why I look forward to tomorrow. That's one of the many reasons why I smile each morning eager to find out what He has in store for me today. Hoping for a better tomorrow, hoping for a stronger and happier relationship, hoping for a happier and well bonded family and most importantly hoping for a better me each and every day.

I always tell myself that I have yet to see the best of everything..that's why I end my day with amazement of the days events and wake up the next morning thrilled to see what's ahead of me

 
Today I received my daily subscription of Mind4Joy: Thoughts on Living with Joy and Purpose in my email. What a good way to start my morning. Today's article is about how you want to be happy and live a positive life. Everyday is a battle. Someone might be fighting a tough one..but there's got to be a minute of our busy and crazy day that we want and will feel better. I started my day playing tracks of Boyce Avenue which I downloaded the night before.. It's my first day of the week and I thought playing some great tracks would set the mood right.  I also took my lunch alone and at an earlier time than usual. I feel better when I spend time alone and just have my time all for myself...so I spent 30 minutes inside the ladies room, with my music on, I decided to do my girl thing there rather than usually doing it at my station. Just enjoying my time alone for a couple of minutes indeed made me feel better today.

Sometimes, because of the overwhelming happenings in our day-to-day life, we tend to forget the value of small things that will make us truly feel better. Just those simple gestures from our co-workers, the simple take-care from our loved ones, the quick "Hi-Hello" from friends and the short and sweet kiss from our special someone is enough to make our day better than yesterday. So go ahead, make someone feel better today. It's never too late.
 
Can you ever predict how you'll feel every single day? Or can you decide how you want to feel today?

how I wish we can.. well maybe other people can.. but Me?? not really sure. 

Today, after sleeping for almost 8 hours, I still woke up with a sleepy head. How can that be?
Usually during my first few hours at work, I'm full of energy and all ready to get busy. But today is different.
When I arrived at my desk, prepared my tools and read a couple of e-mails, I felt my eyes nearly dropped.
I can't be sleepy at this hour of the day! I just started my shift.
While reading my mails, it seems that the letters are scattered everywhere. I can't concentrate and no matter how I keep myself from sleeping- played loud music, talked to my agents, listened to calls, I just can't control my eyes from closing. I just remembered those college days, class after lunch time with a boring subject coducted by a boring teacher and full stomach? Ohh the agony of waiting when the bell would ring.. that could be the longest hour of your college years.

While writing this blog, I'm still feeling sleepy and no matter I convince myself not to feel sleepy.. It absolutely is not working... I guess " Mind over Matter" does not apply to everyone after all.  ZZZzzzzz.....
 
I've been wanting to take blogging seriously this time and hopefully post at least one entry per day. So here are some of the topics that I can start with
  1. How I’m feeling today
  2. What gives m e ho pe
  3. Ways to feel better today
  4. What it feels like to be a ________
  5. Quote of the day
  6. I am anxious about…
  7. Why having a pet’s been good for me
  8. Book review
  9. Am I doing this right?
  10. Pick a word and write about it
  11. I found an interesting blog/web site
  12. An observation I made
  13. My favorite color
  14. How can I improve my week?
  15. Gratitude
  16. Thing(s) I’m frustrated about
  17. A childhood memory
  18. Thing(s) I’m happy about
  19. Why I chose to do_________
  20. I like this song because….
  21. I learned that….
  22. Maybe I was wrong
  23. A person I admire
  24. things to-do
  25. My take on a current event
  26. I am special because….
  27. things not to do
  28. my own signs of when things aren’t going well
  29. I laugh about…
  30. basics of my illness/condition/etc.
  31. What I didn’t expect
  32. my wish list
  33. stuff I’d like to try
  34. What I regret
  35. My dreams
  36. Why I made the decision I made
  37. There’s more to life than this
  38. What I’ve learned from my pet
  39. I want….
  40. Ways to improve my blog
  41. Something I’d like to remember
  42. Ways to improve my life
  43. What makes me ‘me’
  44. What I really want to say
  45. I cry because….
  46. Something I’d like to forget
  47. Today, I plan to….
  48. When I found out __________
  49. What needs to change
  50. I believe…..